Dead Inside
Written By Poet Nazir
Dead inside
Surrounded by cluster of pride
That rejoiced when I cried
A whole world to me is a little space
Spy the smile on my face
But pained deep within.
I feel to confess
But I think about the world
I live in,
Will only seek to care
But pretend a deaf ear, mockingly.
The air I smell stinks of mistrust
Encircled by a lovely, trusted rust
And blinded by road enslaved by dust
That’s not the biggest motivation dragging me
I could feel from within, the weight
And I feel it as a waste of time.
When my silence doesn’t speak with volume
I doubt my try
When I try to speak
The voices shall storm my cry
They shall tell me to end my days
But blind of what’s eating deep inside my frame.
How shall I kill myself
In a sufferance in this pain
In a world I came by someone’s decision
How shall I live with a load of the world
A caring wench, a worthless sire
A blossoming home, a dark petal.
I sing a song
To hold my beautiful cry
The unceasing tragedy
Shall plod at your doorsteps
If you don’t hear from me
I’ve made it a bit easier.
…for both of us.
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Poet Nazir is a writer and an editor here on ThePoetsHub. Outside this space, he works as a poet, screenwriter, author, relationship adviser and a reader. He is also the founder & lead director of PNSP Studios, a film production firm.
